Hope

(Sighs)
Where do I even begin? I am going out with guys who would never ever have a chance with me. Why have I lowered my standards? I feel like I've reached a stage of desperation. Maybe it's time to step back and get off these dating sites. Focus on loving me. Focus on God. I feel like I'm a stranger to God now.

I've been feeling discouraged lately. It's not like me to feel this way either. It's 1:30 in the morning and I'm wide awake with a heavy heart. For the first time in my life I feel empty. Something ain't right....

Maybe it's me. My world isn't crumbling down and I'm not depressed. But I am just discouraged. I've lost hope that I will ever find a half way decent guy.

Alright, enough of this talk. I'm just in a weird funk.

HOPE.
Nothing is impossible. I wear this ring daily as a reminder that, even when things seem hopeless...with God, nothing is impossible.